Wednesday, July 25, 2012

39 weeks!



So I can't believe I am still going strong.  I actually feel really good!  Diabities sucks but losing weight isn't bad.  This little one just doesn't want to make her appearance yet.   I say she wants to wait until my birthday July 31st to be induced.  Typical Leo already.  The doctor said if I don't go by my due date they will induce 7/31 or 8/1.  I think I'd like her to have her own birthday so hopefully they will let me pick August 1st.  I was pretty nervous for the last 2 weeks but I now really think she wont come until they induce me.  I'm kind of a slew of mixed emotions.  I worry Londyn will be upset and not love me.  I hope she doesn't think that a new baby is taking over.  I know that in the future she will love her younger sister.  Josh is so happy and can't wait for her to come.  I am nervous about the sleepless nights but I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.  I can't wait to meet you little Preslie!!!!!!

How far along? 39   weeks
Size of baby: 20 inches 
Weight of baby:  7 pounds mini watermellon
Baby progress:   continues to build skin layers
Total weight gain: 140  12 pounds NOT bad for pregnancy -- that's how much I gained with Londyn
Maternity clothes? I don't even need too
Sleeping: pretty good!
Best moment this week: knowing that it's close by and I'm feeling great
Miss Anything? just being slightly normal
Movement: yes lots
Food cravings: peanut butter n jelly & bacon and scallops 
Anything making you queasy or sick:  nope
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: this morning I was leaking clear fluid -- sorry gross but i'm still here 
Symptoms: no
Belly Button in or out? out gross
Wedding rings on or off? Still off
Happy or Moody most of the time: weirdly happy
Looking forward to: seeing what Preslie looks like!

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

38 weeks ready ready ready



Well I might change my mind on being ready ready ready.  I actually feel ok and am enjoying the calm before the storm.  I'm less nervous to go into labor at anytime.  Maybe I got hit with the zen stick.  Londyn seems like she is warming up to the idea that she is getting a sister.  She keeps saying for sissy for sissy.  She is such a joy now talking so much, it's exciting.  I can't wait for her to grow up with her sister.  We think we finally came up with a name, that's exciting.  my bags are packed and I'm ready to go.  Londyn said she will have hair like mommy's color - brown and eyes like nonna - brown.  I'm excited to see.  The doctor said she has hair and chubby cheeks.  As much as I love this excitement of seeing what was in your belly for this long i'm happy that this is the last time I am doing this!  I'm really happy with our new home and to raise the kids and this wonderful neighborhood.  Everything is all good right now :)
How far along? 38   weeks
Size of baby: 19  1/2  inches 
Weight of baby:  6.8 pounds like a leek
Baby progress:   firm grasp 
Total weight gain: 138  10 pounds!! losing weight woo hoo
Maternity clothes? of course but almost peace out!
Sleeping: waking up early
Best moment this week: hearing that the baby has some hair and is growing normal and chubby cheeks
Miss Anything? drinks! & sushi 
Movement: yes
Food cravings: sushi
Anything making you queasy or sick:  my gross couch because Londyn spilled her milk and it stinks
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: No
Symptoms: no
Belly Button in or out? looks stupid sticking out
Wedding rings on or off? Still off
Happy or Moody most of the time: i'm on edge but not so bad good mood this week
Looking forward to: meeting my little girl!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

37 weeks



Baby is finally full term.  I had Londyn already at this point.  I'm so nervous because I went to doctor yesterday and she checked to see if I was dialated and I was 1 cm.  She also went OH WOW, WOW she is crazy low.  My worst nightmare will I make it out the door before her falling out??  I left the appointment shocked & forgot to ask if I should go into work for the remaining week like planned.  She said no because I went with Londyn this time, once I go into labor I have to get to the hospital.  ughhhh i'm nesting and thinking of everything that has to get done but I am so tired I can't really move much.  I'm also nervous about delivering and then bringing her home.  Plus we don't have a name yet YIKES to all of this!



How far along? 37   weeks
Size of baby: 19   inches 
Weight of baby:  6 pounds stalk of a swiss chard (my ultrasound said she was 6 pounds 29%, still tiny but larger then Londyn ) 
Baby progress:   she should have a full head of hair -- i'm wondering red or not  
Total weight gain: 142  14 pounds!!
Maternity clothes? soon I can give them to my sister! 
Sleeping: not comfortable
Best moment this week: stopping work
Miss Anything? able to move for a long period of time 
Movement: yes
Food cravings: no
Anything making you queasy or sick:  No
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: No
Symptoms: no
Belly Button in or out? Finally sticking out a little 
Wedding rings on or off? Still off hope i know where they are 
Happy or Moody most of the time: i'm ok get fustrated once in awhile
Looking forward to: getting this over with!!!

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

36 weeks





So in 3 days was the time I delivered Londyn 36 1/2 weeks. It makes me nervous because I don't feel ready and I'm still commuting to work.   It's been really hard lately staying happy. Yesterday my sugar was super low and I felt week and dizzy. On the days I work from home I run around from doc visit to doc visit usually always late and I get so stressed out. Londyn has been changing into 15 outfits a day. It's crazy and hard to keep her clothes in her drawer. But I let her do it she has a ball so it makes me happy. The temp has been 85-100. People are so concerned about me but I think I'm more slow and tired then hot. Except on Sunday when nanny was watching Londyn I went food shopping because Josh was working on the house and I could hardly do it. I am stressing about my hospital bag.  Same as last time so Sunday I want to have it ready.   We signed up Londyn for school. I'm so excited to have her in that environment 4 days a week. I hope she likes it!

How far along? 36   weeks
Size of baby: 18   inches 
Weight of baby:  6 pounds Crenshaw melon 
Baby progress:   Shedding stuff on her body. Getting ready to meet her family!
Total weight gain: 142 
Maternity clothes? Ready to put them to bed
Sleeping: tossing and turning
Best moment this week: signing up Londyn for school
Miss Anything? Being about to do things
Movement: yes lots
Food cravings: no
Anything making you queasy or sick:  No
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: No
Symptoms: cramps here and there
Belly Button in or out? Flush almost out
Wedding rings on or off? Still off 
Happy or Moody most of the time: on edge to say the least
Looking forward to: working from home

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

35 weeks




Ahhhh pregnancy brain I forgot to write up a entry.  So let me try to recal what happened last week. I'm sure I was whining about something. I've been so over this pregnancy. Feeling so useless. I try to clean the boxes then I get so tired.  It's hard to handle work, home and Londyn while being pregnant. So it's almost over and I'm nervous but happy to try and have some or little energy. 

How far along? 35   weeks
Size of baby:   18 inches 
Weight of baby:  5 1/4 honeydew melon
Baby progress:   Kidneys are fully developed now
Total weight gain: 142 
Maternity clothes? Soon hopefully I will be out of them
Sleeping: ok
Best moment this week: since I'm late writing this I don't remember 
Miss Anything? My some what happy self
Movement: her foot is poking out of my side gross!!!
Food cravings: nah 
Anything making you queasy or sick:  No
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: No
Symptoms: pressure 
Belly Button in or out? Flush almost out
Wedding rings on or off? Still off 
Happy or Moody most of the time: not nice! Josh said he's buying me boxing gloves for my push present
Looking forward to: seeing what she looks like

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

34 weeks


So we are just getting settled into out house. Boxes and boxes all over but I know eventually we will get it all out and the house together. Right now I'm just too tired to do anything. Today and tomorrow are really hot 95 & 98. My doctor told me I should work from home but I'm going to try and deal with it. I lost 7 pounds because of gestational diabetes so I feel a little lighter.  So time is flying by and I can't wait to meet you!! We still don't have your name picked out but we will before I get to hospital.  Daddy and I can't agree.   Whatever it is I'm sure it will be beautiful and fit you perfect. 


How far along? 34   weeks
Size of baby:  18 inches 
Weight of baby:   4 3/4 lbs cantaloupe 
Baby progress:   Her fat layers are filling her out making her rounded 
Total weight gain: 137 lost weight 9 lb gain 
Maternity clothes? Making due with what I have
Sleeping: super tired Best moment this week: sleeping in our new house
Miss Anything? Energy and being mobile 
Movement: she won't stop 
Food cravings: sushi Anything making you queasy or sick:  No
Gender: girl 
Labor Signs: No
Symptoms: constipation ugh!!!
Belly Button in or out? Flush
Wedding rings on or off? Still off 
Happy or Moody most of the time: on edge to say the least and emotional 
Looking forward to: giving my little girl a name

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Emotional

I've been feeling kind of sad for the up coming birth of our new little girl. I'm trying to envision how Londyn will act and will she think I'm replacing her. Maybe I'm over reacting because I'm emotional and pregnant but I feel like I already see her being mean towards me. I will never replace my first born beautiful little ginger. She's the cutest child I have ever seen and makes me laugh all the time. I hope they grow up super close and are close forever.  So Londyn I hope you do read this and know that I wanted to have another baby for you. So you aren't lonely and later in life you have a friend to play with and vacation with. Trust me I have seen only children and I don't want you growing up a spoiled brat. So you will thank me later in life. I want you to know I will never chose favorites but I have had the best 2 years of my life spending it with you. I love you so much!!!