It's way different the 2nd time

I sometimes feel bad feeling the way I do since I was the 2nd child I wonder if my mother felt this way too. The 1st baby is so exciting you don't know what to expect but a cute little baby. The 2nd time around you usually know what to expect with the pregnancy & delivery & the sleepless nights after. I get nervous having 2 kids because I know that one is hard enough. It's funny I always wanted 3 and still love the idea of 3 but I told Josh unless we win the lottery & someone else carries another baby for me we will close the shop after this one. All in all having another baby is a blessing and we are so excited!